okay Im going to buy my prom dress today … 15 days left …and Im going to be okay as of today this is the body that I  have. nothing less nothing more I love every part of it. 

It’s been rough with prom coming on and the pressure that i put myself through…. i miss him and i wish i didn’t. your a constant reminder of how much i hate myself… and it destroys me to be in that environment. 40 days and Im graduating …. i pray and hope you wont reject my goodbye